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Still Alive
01.12.06 (1:55 pm)   [edit]
Hope everyone out there had a wonderful holiday season and a Happy New Year. I've been internetless since right before Christmas. Damn Computer. The spring semester is finally here. (winter break was way too short). I have World History tonight. Fun Fun. I really enjoy school but today I'm tired and I don't feel like staying here intil 10pm.  Anyway.. just a quick note to say hello and let everyone know I'm still alive. Take care and I'll post again soon :) <3 Chele
 
Lamb of God
12.18.05 (4:17 am)   [edit]

A little away from my normal posts. Hope you enjoy.


Every December around this time someone brings up or wants to argue the fact that Dec 25th is not Jesus' actual birthday. Check this out..


Jesus is called many things in the Bible. One of His names is the Lamb of God. And while no one is quite sure exactly when Jesus was born, I believe that name may actually lend credence to the birth date of Dec. 25.

I know what you skeptics are going to say. Dec. 25 was chosen by church leaders because it coincided with pagan festivities. It was a way of hijacking those customs and traditions – a way of redeeming them.


But hear me out. I'm going to tell you why I think Dec. 25 could well be the actual birthday of the Messiah. First, let's review the most descriptive and familiar of the Christmas stories from the Bible.


There was in the days of Herod, the king of Judaea, a certain priest named Zacharias, of the course of Abia: and his wife was of the daughters of Aaron, and her name was Elisabeth.

And they were both righteous before God, walking in all the commandments and ordinances of the Lord blameless. And they had no child, because that Elisabeth was barren, and they both were now well stricken in years.

And it came to pass, that while he executed the priest's office before God in the order of his course, According to the custom of the priest's office, his lot was to burn incense when he went into the temple of the Lord.

And the whole multitude of the people were praying without at the time of incense. And there appeared unto him an angel of the Lord standing on the right side of the altar of incense.

And when Zacharias saw him, he was troubled, and fear fell upon him. But the angel said unto him, Fear not, Zacharias: for thy prayer is heard; and thy wife Elisabeth shall bear thee a son, and thou shalt call his name John.
Luke 1:5-13 KJV


The story continues, with Zacharias remaining in the temple and fulfilling his duties as priest. Only after "the days of his ministration were accomplished" did Zacharias return home, where his wife, Elisabeth, conceived, "and hid herself five months."


And in the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent from God unto a city of Galilee, named Nazareth, To a virgin espoused to a man whose name was Joseph, of the house of David; and the virgin's name was Mary. And the angel came in unto her, and said, Hail, thou that art highly favoured, the Lord is with thee: blessed art thou among women.

And when she saw him, she was troubled at his saying, and cast in her mind what manner of salutation this should be.

And the angel said unto her, Fear not, Mary: for thou hast found favour with God. And, behold, thou shalt conceive in thy womb, and bring forth a son, and shalt call his name JESUS. He shall be great, and shall be called the Son of the Highest: and the Lord God shall give unto him the throne of his father David: And he shall reign over the house of Jacob for ever; and of his kingdom there shall be no end.

Then said Mary unto the angel, How shall this be, seeing I know not a man?

And the angel answered and said unto her, The Holy Ghost shall come upon thee, and the power of the Highest shall overshadow thee: therefore also that holy thing which shall be born of thee shall be called the Son of God. And, behold, thy cousin Elisabeth, she hath also conceived a son in her old age: and this is the sixth month with her, who was called barren. For with God nothing shall be impossible.

And Mary said, Behold the handmaid of the Lord; be it unto me according to thy word. And the angel departed from her. And Mary arose in those days, and went into the hill country with haste, into a city of Juda; And entered into the house of Zacharias, and saluted Elisabeth.

And it came to pass, that, when Elisabeth heard the salutation of Mary, the babe leaped in her womb; and Elisabeth was filled with the Holy Ghost: And she spake out with a loud voice, and said, Blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb. And whence is this to me, that the mother of my Lord should come to me? For, lo, as soon as the voice of thy salutation sounded in mine ears, the babe leaped in my womb for joy.
Luke 1:26-44


Notice the details pointing to the approximate time when Jesus was conceived and born.  

We know that Zacharias was a priest of the course of Abia and that he fulfilled his duties before going home and impregnating his wife. In I Chronicles 24:1-10, we learn that the priestly duties were established about 1,000 years earlier. They included 24 courses and were numbered by drawing lots – 12 courses for sanctuary service and 12 for the government of the house of God.

Priests would serve during a month starting with the Hebrew months of Nisan, which can begin anytime between early March and early April. The sons of Abija, the Old Testament spelling for Abia, were in the eighth course, which would mean Zacharias would likely have ministered during the eighth month of the Hebrew calendar, starting as early as the fifth day of our month of October. That would place the likely time of John the Baptist's conception toward the end of October.

Elisabeth then hid herself for five months. Sometime, perhaps, around March 15-April 15, the angel appeared to Mary. For the sake of argument, let's say this happened on or about April 1. A normal gestation period of 270 days would have resulted in the birth of Jesus on or about Dec. 25.

That is a very plausible scenario. No? Still not convinced? How about this?

Let's go back to Luke, Chapter 2, verse 8: "And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night."

I know what your going to say before you even say it..it was too cold for the shepherds to be out...but

Shepherds spent the night in the fields with their sheep when the lambs are born. The mating cycle begins after June 21. The normal gestation period is five months, so the ewes start giving birth in mid-December.

And that's where "the Lamb of God" comes into the picture. Jesus was likened to a lamb who was brought into this world to be slaughtered for our sins. Wouldn't it make sense that He was born around the same time that the innocent little lambs were being born in the fields nearby?

The more I read the Bible, the more I am stunned by such little "coincidences." The Bible is full of them. It makes perfect sense to me.

People will say many things. Like, Jesus' parents went to Bethlehem to register in a Roman census (Luke 2:1-4). Such censuses were not taken in winter, when temperatures often dropped below freezing and roads were in poor condition. Taking a census under such conditions would have been self-defeating. And so on and on and on..


Yet, it doesn't really matter exactly when Jesus was born. The important thing today, as we Christians prepare to celebrate that birth, is that He was born – that He did come, that He later laid down His life for us and that He will come again.


FOOTNOTE: Many historians believe that God in His infinite wisdom, omitted the actual date of His Son's birth, so that no man could attach an astrological sign to it.

Christ's "sign" is the cross for all mankind.

 
Cabin Fever
12.17.05 (2:52 am)   [edit]

I woke up this morning to the biggest mess. The man was supposed to take the trash out and forgot. The dogs had a field day. ugh. I feel like I need another shower. Weve been pretty  much trapped at the house since Thursday. Cabin fever has set in. We got a lot of ice and live out in the middle of nowhere so the roads are terrible. We're lucky the electric didn't go out. I love my husband but I truly would love to ring his neck at the moment. My mission today is getting to the post office. WML. It's a good 30 minute drive and with the roads as bad as they are it will take me a lot longer. I'm such a big baby when it comes to driving in bad weather. I hate it, I wont drive while it's 'downpouring' or snowing or icy ....Anyway I've got a house to clean, revenge to plan and a  pot of coffee to drink. I'll see ya's later <3


 
Rome
12.14.05 (3:48 pm)   [edit]





You Belong in Rome

You're a big city girl with a small town heart Which is why you're attracted to the romance of Rome Strolling down picture perfect streets, cappuccino in hand And gorgeous Italian men - could life get any better?


 

 

If only!
 
down and out
12.13.05 (11:32 pm)   [edit]

This semester is almost finished. yipyip. I have one more class and i'm done till the first of January. I've been a little depressed. I miss my Dad. If I could give one bit of advice to everyone it would be to make the most out of the time you have with your parents. I cant stress that enough. I'd give anything to hear his laugh one more time and to hear him say 'chele, you cant burn the candle on both ends' lol *sigh* It was too soon. He would be 72 this year. God, how I miss him. Mom brought some old pics with her while she was here. There's one I've had to put up .. out of sight. It brings tears to my eyes. I know where I am in the picture but I don't remember the event. It bothers me since Im around 12/13 in the picture. Why cant I remember that day? ugh.

 
Forgive & Forget but pass the Potica
12.12.05 (4:12 pm)   [edit]

I'm so craving Potica, a slovenian bread my mom makes every christmas. I would make up some myself but my slumlord wont replace the oven so all I have to cook with is the burners and my handy dandy crockpot. At the moment California is planning the execution of Mr. Williams.  It's sad. extremely sad,The case  agaisnt him is overwhelming. I have no doubt and niether did 12 jurers that he commented the crimes. I'm not sure what I would agree with at the moment but I cant get behind capital punishment. Dont throw "an eye for an eye' at me. I just dont buy into that and it makes me want Potica even more.


 
Sunset
12.09.05 (7:18 pm)   [edit]


There are still quick gestures
and long dreary nights.
Take me aside
caress my face,
tell me it's alright.
Days softly faid
My Star, My Shine
My everything.

***

Beautiful sunset dancing
the sky raging
Welcoming the night.
***

Yeah, Well I added a pop under window but it's for a great cause. Instead of trying to sell you something you don't need..I'm presenting you a chance to help, to give of yourself. :)


 
Truly Amazing
12.07.05 (6:15 pm)   [edit]


It's been a long day. The man and I went down and had dinner with his father and stepmother. She can be a little hard to deal with. She's a bit on the snotty side and speaks constantly about money and the prices of all her 'shiny things'. I have learned to ignore it...ack, Overall it was nice. His father used to work for the CIA and is just now getting to a point in his life where he wants to tell stories of his many different assignments. He'll turn 82 this coming year. It's not that he tells us a lot, but it's exciting none the less. Tonight after dinner we retired to the den and he started in on his 'light cover' assignments. He told us a humurous story that happened while he lived in London. He did most his work from the embassy there in London but occasionally did work for the brits. He told us he received a call one day. Some big shot in London needed some info on Russian spy equipment and photographic materials and supplies. He told him that they were having a hard time getting any info on the stuff. His Dad  told him he would do what he could. He spent 15 minutes calling around London to 4 different photography stores and collected all the info that they were asking for. When he returned with the info they were amazed! lol They asked him how he was able to get so much info and his Dad simply told him 'we have our ways' and walked out! Too funny. Truly amazing. tehe. I'm glad that we are living closer to him and his wife. It's been good for the man in a lot of ways. I suppose I should call them up and set something up for christmas. Geez, it's almost here! I havent bought one item yet. It sucks being broke. My student loan wont arrive for another 2 weeks. *sigh* Anyway.....Hope everyone has a good evening! I'm off to bed! later

 
Don't Ever Give Up
12.07.05 (12:27 am)   [edit]


WHY cant i sleep? I've been up for nearly 2 days. I realize I have a lot on my mind but that usually doesn't stop me from snoozing. *ugh*
School is almost over. I cringe when I think of the spring semester. I need a break but can't afford one. I really do wish I had started school sooner.
....my glittering spiral. I recently found out I have an older sister from a relationship my Father had before he met my mom. I'm still not sure how to respond...I was always daddy's little girl..his first born. I feel wounded and inspired at the same time. I'm still undecided rather or not I will/should try to contact her..we'll see.
I recieved great news from the animal shelter. 'Furby' was adopted. He was a dog I found near the highway. He was a mess. I brought him home and bathed and feed him. My heart was broken when Tim came to pick him up. He was so cute. D called to tell me that they came close to prosecuting the owner but they agreed to give him over to the FRAS and no charges were filed. *sigh* ..some people's kids.
All went pretty well when Mom visisted. She bought me a vacuum, new dish towels, a wintercoat (something I havent had in 10 years!) along with matching scarf,gloves and hat. <33 too cute, a few worthless knick-knacks (ugh) ..And as usual she brought enough candles to last the entire year. We sat around and ate cheesecake and then hurried off to met my sister who came down from Cleveland. My niece was there too. It was good seeing them. I hadnt seen my sister since before my Dad died.
*sigh* I miss home.
It's supposed to snow again....

 
i CAN
12.06.05 (12:17 pm)   [edit]
Thirsty.
Change.
I CAN,
feel it consuming me.
I FEEL.

Sleeping gently.
Long ladders.
i CAN,
fall once again,
Bleeding in.
Flowing out.

There are no fancy words.
Only short breaths.

Floundering and an open mind.
I can smell the beauty in the silence.
I can feel the stars in the wind.

i CAN,
remember spilling secrets.
Confused and with little mind.

My everything
My love
gentle
kind.

Mine is lost to me.
i WONT
cry for things
left behind.©
 
Learn to Lick it
12.05.05 (11:35 am)   [edit]


 

 
Steal
12.04.05 (1:07 pm)   [edit]
The days go by as fast as the wind.
I stare away, it's about to begin.
I long of years gone by,
I'm filled up on ghosts of yesterday. Chained and battered.
Miles of road, uncovered and an empty whiskey bottle.
Blue lights and cats in the mailbox.
There's no better time than today.
Breath life into me and steal me away. ©

 
Unpassionate?
12.03.05 (2:13 pm)   [edit]

Finally, it's quiet. <3
The man is doing his bud a favor and I have the house to myself. I wish it would last all night, but I know it wont. I have a speech to prepare for and I just can't get myself to sit down and do it. *ugh*
I was going through tblog and reading my normal blogs when I ran across one that actually got under my skin. Why do people from other countries think/assume Americans are so bad, so corrupt and worst of all..unpassionate! It literally makes me sick. If you have never lived in the states, or visited keep your mouth shut! You have no real idea what the average US citizen is like and if your basing it off of a hollywood movie you've got A LOT to learn. geeeeeeeez.


 

 
Hit me in the head
12.01.05 (6:57 pm)   [edit]


*falls gently back into my chair*
whew! I'm finally done. I've spent the entire day cleaning. I'm glad to report all is done. Mom arrived in town and will be coming over in the morning. It's been snowing!! *yay* It's been so long since I seen snow, it's rather exciting. It makes me feel like a kid again. I remember winters in Ohio as a kid. *sigh* That seems like a lifetime ago.
I skipped school tonight. I'm sure that I missed something important. I had every intention of going. I even got in the car and headed that way. What can I say? I'm a wusssss. The snow was coming down too hard and I was having a difficult time seeing. So, I turned around. I also have bad tires so I tend to slide around on wet roads. Anyway, Now I'm waiting for the departure .. so I can breathe a little easier. C'mon Sunday. <333
I'm happy to report scratch finally got 'a' mouse. I felt so bad for it. It was a tiny little thing. My boston terrier snatched it from the cat and took off with it into the den. The man had to wrestle with him for nearly 5 minutes before he released the poor little thing. Hey, someone remind me to buy some freakin mouse traps.


I'll be adding more poetry soon. I'm in the process of rummaging through old notebooks and doing some editing. I'll be so glad when winter break arrives. It will give me a chance to catch up on life. Yes, I said it, 'winter break'. I dont understand nor do I see Christmas being attacked. I do however think that religion is being attacked in this country but only from the far left. What else is new though? It's been going on for years. Look at our military. 80% of military personel are religious. However, since the late 70's military chaplains have been censored in prayer. And this has just recently come to a head. In the USAF new guidelines are being prepared to finally legalize it. It would  restrain our military chaplains from praying to the God of their faith or mentioning his name. Where's the media attention on that? There's hardly any. tsk tsk. I understand the reason why so many retailers say 'happy holidays' rather than 'Merry Christmas'. I think most Americans do. So why so much spin??  Someone hit me in the head with a rock, please, wake me up.

 
The Smallest Seed
12.01.05 (8:45 am)   [edit]


There is a calm in the breeze that relaxes my soul.
There is a dream that speaks out, gentle and low.
It's wrapped up and warm, constantly flowing.
It's the pull of the ocean and the sun softly glowing.©

 
Marks and Stains
11.30.05 (10:31 am)   [edit]


I'm so 'put off' today. there were things that needed to get done and because my husband is such a lazy ass nothing of real importance will be accomplished. I on the other hand have been up since 6. My mother is coming! Every time she comes I have to at least spend 2 days cleaning up the house. Not that it's dirty but I know she'll be inspecting every corner. She has always been a neat freak. It used to drive me crazy.
My biggest fear is that she'll see the mouse! haha.... I'll never hear the end of it. She'll be here friday morning *ack*
Can someone come and clean up my yard? I'll give you 20 bucks. teehee

 
Love IS
11.28.05 (4:47 am)   [edit]

Love is the poetry of the senses.
No boundaries, no walls, no chains and no fences.
There are many things in this life I cant control.
I put on my face and go with the flow.
Ive searched high and low.
Ive searched far and wide.
I pray and I hope but yet you still hide.
There's a blue in the air.
Sharks near the shores.
A deep yearning inside me and holes in the floor.
My thoughts are untame, no boundaries no walls.
Only long open roads and one crystal clear ball.
Dreams to keep some to throw away.
A sky full of clouds, the dawn of a new day.
Sailing right on through, drifting past the lavender and over the fences and finally understanding
love is the poetry of the senses.©

 
The Clover
11.27.05 (8:14 am)   [edit]
The cold air has lost its sting.
I've been picking flowers for days.
I'm trying to forget your lovely scent.
The dream sometimes still twisted and bent.

I take in the air.
I take in his soul.
I'm lost to a spell cast ages ago.
I'm pulling it up, i'm giving my best.
The sunrise and clover are all I have left©

 
Men make good pets :P
11.27.05 (7:52 am)   [edit]


teehee

 
Sunday Football
11.27.05 (2:31 am)   [edit]

I've really come to cringe when Sunday comes around. THe mans team lost last week...didnt you hear? omg..You couldn't hear my husband pitching a fit like a 10 year old boy, stomping and screaming from there? I'm surprised, very surprised.
I used to love Sundays. *sigh*
So..I've decided to stay away from him and the game. I'm going shopping! yip yip. Hopefully his team will win and I'll come home to a calm, quiet house.......one can hope cant they?
   ******************


For My Soulshine


She's sun and rain, she's fire and ice
A little crazy but it's nice
And when she gets mad, you best leave her alone
'Cause she'll rage just like a river
Then she'll beg you to forgive her
She's every woman that I've ever known.

She's so New York and then L.A.
And every town along the way
She's every place that I've never been
She's makin love on rainy nights
She's a stroll through Christmas lights
And she's everything I want to do again.

It needs no explanation
'Cause it all makes perfect sense
For when it comes down to temptation
She's on both sides of the fence.

She's anything but typical
She's so unpredictable
Oh but even at her worst she ain't that bad
She's as real as real can be
And she's every fantasy
Lord she's every lover that I've ever had
And she's every lover that I've never had

 
The Long Shadow
11.25.05 (11:19 am)   [edit]

It started a long time. I can't place it anymore.
Confusion along the way, relentless.
I could never grasp it. No matter how hard I tried.
It seems out of reach. There is no getting close.
It's far awwwwwway.
It's hard to explain. It was the environment. It was the city of Savannah.

It was over powering, it was a struggle, it was smothering me.

It took ahold of my faith and twisted it to something I didnt want anymore.
Then I woke up one day and recieved a phone call..
"Are you there?
"Yes"
"There were some letters read and we shouldn't see each other anymore"
"I dont know what to say"
"you dont have to say anything"
"ok"
"you shouldn't call anymore"
"if that's how you feel"
"yes, it is"
"ok"
"one more thing"
"ok"
"can I buy your car?"


I couldnt see ...I was lost at the time.

 
Turkey Emergency
11.23.05 (6:34 pm)   [edit]

Just in case any of you have a 'Turkey Emergency' :)


To call the Talkline with a Turkey Emergency, dial 1-800-BUTTERBALL, or go to http://www.butterball.com" title="http://www.butterball.com" target="_blank"http://www.butterball.com


...ya just never know what might happen with that bird!



 

 
Congrats Ms. Amy
11.23.05 (2:37 am)   [edit]
For those who took a stab at the bucks-good try. :)
*Congrats to the lady who rocks my world <333*
 
Balled Up Yet Still The Same
11.22.05 (11:17 pm)   [edit]

Clouds of hope dispersing through
my empty fields of shattered dreams.
Snow covered
yet warm with thoughts of you.
You've been here.
Soft whispers showing you care.The tears never flow, stone cold and laughing.
I can't recall now, the seasons have changed.
Balled up yet still the same.©


*MPE*

 
Jumbled
11.22.05 (6:23 pm)   [edit]

The heart goes on.
It's a long drive home.
It's more than I can take.
Lost to me.
I find myself in the clover.
Oh, your shining face.
Bring me back home.
Embrace me one last time.
Long nights.
The shadows play.
Out of reach.
Take my hand.
It's jumbled.©


*MPE*

 






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